Sick.

As mentioned in my previous blog.. we held iftar at ma crib for ma relatives on mum's side.. n we did dis every yr.. but dis time round, one person is missing.. n dats ma dearest arwah nenek (she's my grandaunt actually, but im more closer to her den ma own grandma).. :( she will oways be d one to prepare a few kuih-muih everytime we have iftar.. but now she's not ard, her daughters and in-laws are stil here wid ma family.. :) a very strong bonding and connection between us...

And dis year.. i super got no mood to bake hari raya cookies.. arwah nenek, my guru... she's not ard now.. n i got no motivation.. she's d one who wil gimme new recipes evry year.. n will keep calling to check if im doin ok.. cuz amongst her grandchildren, im the only one who loves baking and cooking.. dats y she's determined to teach me... but now she's gone, no one to guide n teach me.. and i managed to "pujuk" mak dat i dowan to do any kuih dis year.. n thank God, she undastans me.. BUT!! she asked me to clean n tidy ma own room! :( mum will oways be d one to revamp ma room everytime raya comes.. cuz i'll be busy doin kuih mah.. so she helped to tidy up ma room.. n i oways love her style of keeping everytin in place.. but seems like i have to do it on ma own dis year.. haiz...

Oh ya, baby came yesterday for iftar.. but before dat, we went to 2nd chance 1st to get his baju kurung.. he actually dun have the strength to walk no more.. his fever is gettin worse.. so we make it a quick one.. n alhamdulillah, i managed to find d exact color of his baju kurung.. same as mine.. aft dat, we made our way back.. he stret away lied down on ma bed and didnt wake up til buka.. we had a lot of his favourite dishes, but he cant eat any.. kesian dia.. he juz ate bubur n dendeng.. den gone agen.. takleh bgn langsung..

until everyone's back, i wake him up and asked if he wanna go back only aft sahur? n he nodded.. so i let him sleep agen while i helped parents to clean up the house.. wen ertin's done, i took a pail of cold water filled with ice cubes, a towel, den i start to clean baby up.. helped him to wipe his body, at least he dun feel dat warm.. den ice pack on his forehead.. i did dat every half n hour sampai sahur! woke him up for sahur, had his meal.. den his medicine agen, baru dia balik..

n today he's workin.. he msged me during his break n said dat d fever have not subside and now der's phlegm pulak.. very pity him lor.. hopefully, he'll be better soon!

Ok, im gonna prepare for breaking of fast now.. til den..

Daaaaa....