I Miss You.

Im MISSING someone.
If only dat person noes how BADLY it is.
To miss somone who HURT me.
I must be CRAZY.

Still, i miss EVERYTIN about you.
Your smile.
Your smell.
Your "colokness".
Your silly jokes dat you played on me.

But widda situation we're in now.
Time doesn't PERMITS.
Its HOLDING me back.
Cuz ur words are still STINGING in ma ears.

So wen im not around, please....
Promise me you'll BE GOOD.
Promise me you'll TAKE CARE.
Promise me you'll CHANGE.
And i promise, i'll WAIT for you.

*Be it GOOD or BAD, you're STILL the ONE*

Last Day.

D day both of us been waiting for.. Baby's last day at WORK!!! FINALLY!!! he will have a week's rest before he starts his new job next monday.. suka? suka?! leh balik pagi.. leh bangun lambat.. seronok eh!

B.. i hope the new job gonna be just fine for you.. hopefully wid the income, rezeki halal, insya'Allah is enuf for our future.. All i want is, for u to be happy wid wad ur doin.. enjoy ur work... I rili hope dis job is nicely meant for u...

I'll support u in wadeva decision you make.. i wish u all the best in ur new job k sayang..! work hard for us!!! :)

M.I.S.E.R.Y

look at the time.. normally, by this time, im in ma dreamland.. moreover, tomorrow is a MONDAY!! but wad hapen to me dis few days? bin sleepin late.. bin having headaches.. all i can tink of is, ma low BP is back.. n tonite especially, i cant even close ma eyes.. been tossing around in bed, but it only resulted to "kerimasan".. so i decided to on ma lappie, and surf you tube, at the same time.. blogging..

ma feelings are roaming to wherever.. i duno wer its leading me to.. CLUELESS! its too much of a mixture.. i personally cant describe how it feels like now.. wen sumtin goes wrong, everytin seems to follow suit.. i cant make ma decision on certain tings.. n ended up, making the wrong move..

in the current situation im in now.. i dun even dare to tink of the future.. much more the present.. im juz goin widda flow.. yesh! i dun have the strength to push maself.. so please... DUN PUSH ME FURTHER!

Im feeling so helpless as it is.. not knowin which way sud i go..

Dear GOD, i rili need ur guidance rite now.. please stop me from making any stupid and harsh decisions.. please wise me up and lead me to the rite way.. to wer im supposed to be...
Amin.

N to the irritating rashes dat i suddenly have now, please stop making both ma hands look UGLY!! go away la.. please.. im miserable enuf.. make me look good la.. can?


*IF dis is wad you want, i'll give u wad u want. *

My Weekends..

Weekends filled up! yesterday, had mini reunion / gathering with the ex SMG ladies!!! ders only 5 of us.. Myself, iza, aisha, yanti n vani.. Isz and Lynn cant make it.. n so, we go ahead wid our plan.. had munch munch time at Marina.. kecoh! sibuk dgn anak, sibuk dgn mkn.. sibuk nak amik gambar!! satu satu tak ubah!!! haha.. iza n aishah brought thier kids along.. CUTE!!

catch up wid dos old times.. gossiping!! as usual.. :P it was funny la wen we recalled back dos times in SMG.. n now one by one left dat COMPANY!! left only Lynn.. the rest, kirim salam sudah eh kat SMG tu.. n so yah.. after marina, we proceed to camwhoring and chill at esplanade.. it was quite crowded.. but we had a gd place to sit.. den continue to story story abt our lives now.. vani n aishah had to leave earlier.. so left me,iza n yanti.. we left ard 8...

quite sad la to leave.. mcm skejap je jumpa.. dulu hari2 jumpa!! heee.. ladies, we sud do dis more often k!!! heart u all!!

today, attended wati's wedd.. another old fren.. eh no no.. she's my childhood fren!! since primary.. went wid mak n ayah.. n sucha waste! we were late! wen we reached, wati is about to leave to the groom's side.. tak dpt amik gambar!!! :( bt she saw me.. n was saying sorry cuz she had to leave.. nah.. its ok beb.. i undastan.. n u look pretty!!! sat togeder wid ani n her bf... n i saw quite a number of my secondary mates eh!! somehow or rader, dey are related to wati.. dat shows how small Singapore is.. oh n gez wad?! we saw abg fad la!! mak's longest n oldest so called anak angkat.. knew him since i was kindergarten ok.. from our silat group.. been calling ma mum, mak, since day one..

we had to leave, cant wait for wati to come back.. haiz.. i wanna take pict la!!! sheeesh! went to ikea, courts n giant at tampines.. den minum teh at teh tarik.. reached home, cooked.. i cooked eh!! haha! masak simple je.. datang rajin tau ni... takyah di suruh langsung! hmmmm...

rite now, wanna upload pics in facebook.. til den.. daaaaaaaaaaa....

* its been 3 days.. *

Running Away........

After so long, yesterday I slept so late.. at around 4am?? I juz cant sleep.. a lot of things goin thru my mind… FLASHBACKS! The FUTURE! CURRENT! But I kip hearing people tellin me how strong I am.. to struggle and brave thru all dis shits by myself.. n how dey wish dey could be like me.. but dey dun reali noe wad I have to go thru before I reach this stage!! and I am so BO CHAP NOW! Wen ur juz tired.. too tired of evrytin.. u’ll get to taste dis kinda FEELINGS dat I meant..

To feel like u juz wanna let go of ertin.. juz wanna lay low... n leave it ALL to GOD.. its DISASTROUS! Cuz so much u wanna put tings in place, it juz doesn’t go rite..n im not juz tired.. but im EXTREMELY exhausted.. been tryin ma very best to put the BESTEST attitude I can.. to give evrytin dat I can afford to give.. to make everyone happy.. to take care of their feelings tho dey did not take care of MY feelings!.. to even ACT infront of others, to show them that im OK! And EVERYTHING’S OK! To luff, to joke, to smile.. tho my heart is actuali sinking to d deepest sea.. the sea of blood from the HEART u’ve killed.. do u have any idea how tough and miserable dat is?

Wenever I have flashbacks, do u noe how hurting it can be? Wen I couldn’t share it wid anyone.. I have to face it alone and bottled tings up.. and kip telling maself, its over.. its fine now.. but stil, its HAUNTING me almost everynite?! Do u even UNDERSTAND dat??

I have been very lenient.. ive give in a lot.. tho im at d losing end.. I dun give a FARKING care! As long as I noe, I wanna make tings rite! Dat satisfies me enuf! I dun like to drag things cuz dat wil tire me out.. I dun like to leave tings hanging, cuz der’ll b no end to it.. tho ive forgive, bt I admit, I cant forget.. it aint easy! But still, I’ll TRY to cast away dat tots.. cuz ive been telling u UMPTEEN times, I just wanna be HAPPY!!!

But sadly, right now.. I juz wanna runaway… FAR from here.. from everyone.. to a place wer u cant find me.. BUT, a place wer I can find total HAPPINESS.. away from troubles and problems… n you.. u’ll be free to do wadeva u want..


*God, where do i go from here? *

C.O.U.N.T.D.O.W.N

Baby, look at d date.. 27 March 2009... n in exactly 1 year's time, same date, same month.. we gonna be legally married.. n ur gonna be my lawful husband.. n im gonna be ur lawful wife.. insya'ALLAH...

Tho we been thru alot.. ups n downs.. shits here n der.. im thankful dat we were given the strength to still stay strong and loving each oder till now and hopefully til forever...

B... 1 year seems long, but for d fact dat, it IS ACTUALLY NOT! in no time b... NO TIME.. we gon live under d same roof.. sleep on d same bed.. goin thru everything n every single moment in life togeder.. it aint a joke b.. dis is serious shit! d beginning of our new life.. n i hope we're ready for dis..

Dear God, i need ur guidance to show me d right way of my life.. to gimme strength to go thru the upcoming obstacles dat may come in my way... to light up my life wenever darkness strikes me.. n dat our love n relationship will last til our very last breath... Insya'Allah.. Amin...

FED UP!

Aaarrrgghhhh! I hate it wen ppl get angry juz bcuz dey dun get wad dey want! No need to tunjuk PERANGAI or cari pasal wid oders!..wen in d 1st place,already agreed on certain things togeder.. but den, u change ur mind.. n I accept.. willing to sacrifice my own time cuz I noe u wun be hapi if I reject.. BUT! U also said dat, its ok.. go do my own ting.. but I kip sayin, its ok.. cuz I dowan to be in a situation wer I wil get “dat kinda” attitude from u later on.. but u strongly said, its fine wid u.. n so I followed wad u said.. cuz I dowan to drag further..

But now?! Indeed its damn true dat ur not hapi wid d whole thing! I already knew from d start.. n please.. I noe u well enuf dat I can predict wad wil happen.. wen I msg u nicely, how did u reply to me?! N u even asked me to go BY MYSELF!!! Wad r u tryna prove?! Wad r u tryna show? LOOK! If ur not interested, n dowan to accompany me in d 1st place, juz say so! U dun nid to ask me to go by myself! N if dis ting doesn’t concerns u, I wouldn’t have asked u to go wid me! FAHAM?? N if u dun realised, dis is already d 2nd time dat u said sumtin like dis.. n wen I fight back, u cant accept wad I’ve said..

SO Now, listen here.. I takkan harapkan u lagi.. I had enuf for dis kinda attitude from u.. and YOU! DUN ALWAYS TINK DAT U WIL GET WAD U WANT.. AND TINK DAT U CAN HAVE IT UR OWN WAY!

*I tot its over.. but it starts agen.. sigh…*

T.I.R.E.D

Hmmm… feel so shagged n tired after yesterday’s and today’s gym session. Went to body combat class today..Tulang2 malas sudah mula beraksi! Chet! Slept kinda early yesterday, tink ard 10+.. but was still sleepy at work.. tido lambat, nantuk.. tido siang pun nantuk.. tak faham! Ah! ni suspect, nari ada chance tido siang lagi! After blogging I guess…

Din get to watch my SPA Q 2 at TV3 today.. aarggh! Tomorrow is the last episode! Die die must watch! But tomorrow baby’s off day.. how? How? And also, mak asked me along to go massage tomorrow nite.. I MUST go dis time round! Ive been delaying ma massage session.. and my body desperately needs it now!! Hmmm.. den cannot meet baby la rite tomorrow? He oso neva say anytin abt meetin up! Hmph! *majok* but neva mind la.. next week his last day oreadi.. den he rest for a few days before he starts his new job on the 6th of April. Sooo…. I can mit him and mit him and mit him anytime I want next week! To whoever who wanna noe wads baby’s new job.. “jadi orang jangan kepo.. boleh?” kalo nak tau jugak, gi tanya tuan nya badan sendiri…;)

Oh! My maknenek’s mum gimme baked rice today!! Maknenek lunched in wid me and she brought her baked rice.. yum yum!! Her mum is a SUPER cook I tel u! say wadeva dishes, wadeva cuisine! She can do it! Not only a good cook, she’s a SUPER baker as well!! Hari raya goodies? Cakes?! Brownies?! U just name it! She do it! Oh, about my baked rice? No no.. I din eat during lunch, cuz I brought my own food.. so I kept it for dinner! N I juz had it…fresh from the oven.. *splendid* lah!!

Dear Tomorrow, please come faster!! I cant wait to watch wad happen in SPA Q! and also to my massage session, wait for ME!!!

MEN in Ma Life

been laughing at home since yesterday.. d cause of it?? ayah la!! he wid his antics!! cannot tahan! kip acting dos characters in p ramlee's movies..me n mak kip laughing non stop.. n it was past midnite eh! laughing like no one's business.. sucha nice feeling.. laughing togeder wid ur own parents.. joke around.. u juz cant rili describe how it feels.. :)

abg wasnt wid us since fri.. he went bangkok.. n he juz came back at 8 juz now... shopping shopping! da nak kawin tau padahal! *sheesh* he neva fail to buy us things weneva he goes holiday, except if he super rili cannot find wad we like, den he wun buy.. for dis trip, he bot for mak the 2 pillows dat mak asked for.. ok i dunno how to describe dat pillows.. for ayah, he bot for him a pair of shoes and muay thai singlet.. for me?? he bot a red polo tee.. and gez wad?! he bot for my baby too! same same! red polo tee!! but baby's one got stripe cuz the one like mine, dun have size oreadi.. but both are in RED!! sweet kan abg? he wanna buy same2 for us, but either one dun have the size.. so he decide on the same color... thank u abg.. love u... :)

again, wen ayah got his shoes, start la antics dia lagi!! he jogged on the spot!! haha! n mind you, its not a pair of sport shoes eh! its a casual shoe!! *slapped ma forehead* ayah.. ayah... :)

THESE 2 MEN IN MA LIFE, ABANG N AYAH.. WITHOUT THEM, MY LIFE'S INCOMPLETE.. TO COMPLETE IT, I NEED MY BABY TOO.. I LURVE ALL OF YOU..

da start sakit malas tau nak gi gym besok.. da naik sedap tak gi last week.. haiz.. betta pack my gym stuffs and start to iron my clothes for tmr.. hmmm.. nak pakai apa eh bsk?

J.O.H.O.R

JB again! yah.. went jb yesterday wid parents, cik nin n wife, cik idah's fam, wak mon n indah.. before dat, we send naz to his mum workplace at PS.. kesian dia.. he wants to go back today, sunday.. but he got no passport.. so we cant bring him to JB! pity him.. hujan2 kita hantar dia balik.. kissed him gdbye before i left him wid his mum..

proceed to jb.. raining heavily eh! den jam a lil at wlands checkpoint.. but jam rabak at jb! the jam started at the old jb kastam!! dah tu takpe, jam lagi kat jb town itself!! we were in the jam for like 1 hr plus!! as we proceed, we tryna figure out wad causes the jam.. n u noe waD? its the faulty traffic light!! n no one actuali mend the road! like wtf?!? malaysia boleh terus!!! *wadeva*

we went giant plentong.. did marketing.. met the rest der.. lapar siol! tot we were late, so we go giant first.. tahan lapar.. cukup time, the rest actuali da mkn dulu! aargh! so we quickly do our marketing, den proceed to makan.. tot of goin senibong, but its nite oreadi.. ayah cant really recall the route.. so cancel lor..

after giant, went pasar borong.. masuk pasar la! mcm faham... but best! haha! den indah kena kacau, "bdk baju bintik bintik nak beli ikan?" cuz she was wearing a polka dot tank top.. haha! kecoh siak.. den wen reached kat tempat mkn, i cant even sit for a minute eh! banyak sangat tuan jaga! *felix the cats*..aarghh! i even stand while eating my ikan pari.. *sheesh*

ah part ni malas.. ayah asked me to drive back to spore.. alah! but no choice ah.. ayah penat caught in the jam earlier.. so i drove lor.. moving jam at spore kastam.. lucky ah! kreta manual babe.. mana leh tahan asik nak control je.. kaki leh menggigil la!

reached home ard 1 like dat.. kemas barang2.. mandi.. den gone! slept wid parents.. haha! *pampered*

today.. i cooked kupang!!! the ones we bought at pasar borong yesterday.. yum yum! but of cos wid mum's assistance ah.. im stil learnin how to cook... i vacuum the house.. i cleaned the kitchen after cooking.. wah.. datang rajin.. cuba kalo datang malas, boleh jadi gado dgn mak! haha! now sume tgh rilek2 kat umah.. later nak mandi den go jalan2 at geylang wid parents.. :)

" i mish u mohd riduan..."

W.E.A.K

haiz...no more flu but now wid headache.. (bengal).. due to the sneezing yesterday..i always have dis kinda effect weneva im down wid flu.. n luckily la, im on haf day today..actually got no strength to go work dis morn, but no no.. i have to go.. dowan to waste ma leave.. n so i did... dragging ma feets to work.. do wadeva i can to clear before i knocked off at 1..

reached home, eat lunch.. i am supposed to go jogging rite?! but i didnt! *blurgh*.. how to jog wen im not feeling well?? dats wad ma aunt told me in my email at work.. she say, got flu muz rest.. dun jog.. 1 week wun kill u by not goin to d gym.. *bang* amik kau lynda! so i rest lor.. took ma nap.. but im still having dat headache even after i wake up.. n body is stil weak.. :(

btw, baby msged me last nite or shud i say morn? at ard 3am.. dis is wad he said.. "B..i da nak tdo tau k..b4 i sleep,wishin u a happy anniversary..smoga kita akan bersama ke akhir hayat, insya'Allah..sentiasa menyayangimu.. mmmmmuah!" *smiling widely* very malay kan? hehe.. dats him.. but i dun care as long as i noe he means every single thing he said.. but i only reply to dat msg wen i reached work.. cuz i kinda forgot dat i have read his msg last nite.. however, my instinct tels me to read my inbox after ive changed my hp mode to work mode.. n true enuf, he msg me dat.. bt baby kinda disappointed cuz i din wished him d moment i woke up, or wen im otw to work.. im sorry syg.. i rili forgot.. moreover, not feeling well.. n wen i read ur msg last nite, i was asleep..so mcm ingat ingat lupa.. sori k? :)

n it happens so that quite a number of frens i know who have the same anniversary date as me.. 18 of random months.. so to the others who celebrates thier anniversary, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to all..

To Baby, Happy 6 yrs and 7 months anniversary.. I will lurve u too for d rest of ma life...

F.L.U

Aaaaachhhooooooom! Aarrggh!! Im down wid flu since this morning at work.. too tired? Aircon too cold? Weather? Dunno la wad d causes may be.. but one thing for sho, its IRRITATING! It disrupts my work.. I cant concentrate…which resulted to slow working..
Luckily, IT IS kinda slow at work today.. not like yesterday.. wer I was like a mad woman.. 2 staffs down.. and I had to cover them PLUS my own work… *faint*
BUT!! I MADE IT!! I could even do half of my report.. and make it on time to finish the rest of the work at 5.30pm! *applause* heh!

But, sadly..due to the flu, I CANT make it to the GYM today.. dalah bag berat, dgn kasut, dgn baju sume.. den cukup time sakit! But maknenek oso cant make it.. she juz get to noe that she have to do her skul work and need to submit by tomorrow!! Blur her! Tomorrow im on half day.. have to babysit naz as mak have to go work.. n of cos I wouldn’t wanna make my way back to raffles place juz to go gym! den on fri, have to go woodlands to send my hari raya clothes.. then?! no gym at all ah for dis week?!… *guilty*
Will try to make it up tomorrow la.. Will jog at my housing estate with naz.. please la Lynda.. u got to do sumtin to ur WEIGHT! Hmph!

I’d betta go off now to rest and watch my MUST SEE TUESDAY shows.. and my dear FLU… be good can? please go away… thank you.. and I love you…

Mini Shopping..

TOWN again.. wanted to go suntec initially for the IT show and all sales thats goin on.. but i dun tink baby can stand d crowd.. so decided to step our feets again to town.. n its raining again like d oder 2 weeks we went.. asal hujan je gi town.. asal gi town je hujan.. faham?! tak faham, sudah..

ate BK at cineleisure, den go walk2... oh dis time round, i got to show baby the coach bag! weeee!!! tunjuk aje pun da puas hati.. :P den as usual.. went to cotton on.. all time favourite.. i got my 2 sleeveless tops... black n white...

den walk down to far east hand in hand.. romantic eh romantic eh? *blurgh* n d best ting of all... i got MY BROWN BAG dat i want! at only 20bux k! gd deal ah i tink.. heeee.. n i nearly bought a sun dress at only 10 bux! but entah eh.. i also duno y at last i din buy... exceeded my quota for the day maybe! hehe...

den we walk back to the carpark at heeren.. baby din buy nitin dis time round.. he had his shopping last 2 weeks.. so dis time round, ma turn! maybe dats y he din nag wen i bought my stuffs..

so yeah, send baby back home den i drove back..

today, went to mit my deco people at spost coffee bean.. whole family eh ikut! kecoh! haha.. i stil strongly feel dat i got a gd deal.. dey even waived off 100bux for us.. cuz by rite, der wil be an additional of 100bux for 2 couples in 1 venue.. but they dun charge us for dat.. nice eh? alhamdulillah... sooo.. we signed the contract! we will mit up agen wid dem 3 months before our wedd..

den had dinner at teh tarik wid parents.. abg is off to fetch kak nana.. had 2 plates of mee goreng!! eh but rilek eh.. i share wid naz for dat both plates..so back to square one, each plate for both of us.. now kekenyangan...

klah, have to iron my clothes for tomorrow.. stil have not decide wad to wear to work.. all i noe, im wearing my new bag!!!!!!!!!!! so muz find sumtin to match lor!

im off for nowwwwww!!!!

B O R E D

haiz... noting to post lately.. kinda bored.. but betta update wadeva rader den ma blog become so empty...din have lunch at work today.. ate cereal je.. now darn hungry! n mum din cook! aarggh! later at 8 den go buy food..

hmmm... lookin forward to saturday! baby's off day! but no plans yet ah wer wanna go.. can we go sumwer dat doesnt need money?!? for a moment i tot of goin to the charles & keith sales.. haiz.. alot of sales goin on! moreover in suntec! IT show and all.. how how?! how to earn extra cash so that i can spend and at d same time save for my big day?! aaarrghh! but wadeva it is, im thankful that after i did my calculations on most of the quotations that i have for my big day, i still have my savings left! :) muz noe how to manage finance u noe.. else its gon b hard later part..

kla.. gonna find sumtin in the kitchen before i faint from hunger!

Seafood at JB...

Family day!!! Yeah! went JB yesterday wid ma family of four and baby..it was supposed to be 6 of us.. together wid abg’s fiancée (kak nana).. but she couldn’t make it.. :( ..den we proceed…

To city square is a must! biasa jugak kalo da kat sana.. apa lagi… S H O P P I N G Time!!! But we went to fill petrol (our stomachs) dulu…lapar beb! Stucked in the jam at JB.. So…we had lunch at the foodcourt… n I had my hotplate chicken mushroom noodle!!!!!!! All time favourite! N its cheap la.. RM6.10 per plate? N its like only 3bux in spore? *faint*

Soon after, mission starts! Baby was so engrossed wid his PSP games.. I left him at d shop, me n mak go shopping! Haha.. abg did his lil shopping too.. ayah? Standard! Lepak at macdonalds! Muahahaha!! Ok I din even change my spore money eh… niat hati taknak beli benda.. hmmm.. beli jugak!!! But!! Its mum who bought for me! Pampered eh pampered eh!! Biasa dia..toman dia! Mak paid for my one red top and one pink knitted cardigan.. she also bought for kak nana the cardigan but in brown.. ok dis is mak.. she loves to buy things for people.. I stil remember wen we were in Bangkok.. she was so busy choosing and buying people’s stuffs that we had no time to look for our own! Kalo boleh sume dia nak belikan! Grrrr!! But I noe, mum has a very good n kind heart.. n dats y people love her! N I love u too mak! *mmmmuackz* n finally.. she bought for herself a pair of shoes at vincci.. her favourite.. :)

After dat, went to Kotaraya.. bought baby’s mum nya avon cream.. den agen, mak n her usual thing.. belikan kuih baulu for both kak nana n baby’s family.. but I tel u.. the baulu is super nice!! Got chocolate flavor, chocolate rice, strawberry and others.. I opt for the chocolate rice! ;) mak bought for our own too..

Then… I love this part! Jalan jalan cari pasal! Eh tak eh? Jalan jalan cari makan! We went to SENIBONG.. kinda distance from the city area.. its at the urban side.. we go seafood!!!
Superlicious yummylicious delicious!! Goodness! U cant get this kinda price in Singapore.. we spend ard RM200?? N guess who pay?? Abang la!! He treat us cuz dari kelmarin dia asik ajak gi sana.. ok, here’s our dishes…we had 2 big sweet n sour fish.. chilli crab… meat omelette… baby kailan… tomyam soup.. kupang.. squid… prawn… otak otak.. worth it rite? But sinful rite?! Yesh, but baby gimme lee way to it!! Hehe! J n I tel u.. d place is so damn nice! Kat atas laut… n we can see the fishermen fishing on the boat.. we can see the kelong.. n we can even see Singapore!! Sembawang shipyard… n the best thing, the sunset!! Its damn clear! Tel me tel me?! How nice can it be?! But yg tak best nya is.. CATS!!! Dey are running ard asking for food! Hilang selera kejap… tapi abis jgk makan.. hmmmm…

Left senibong ard 8+.. we head down to pasar borong pandan.. nak beli dvd.. bot a few, den went back home.. jam lagi! But at spore.. and its slow moving ah.. send baby back home and we reached home ard 11.30.. penat eh! Pack my work stuffs, washed up and GONE!

“oh senibong senibong bong bong bong..”

Sigh...

Hmmm.. I juz dun undastan.. how could sumone accused the loved ones without any valid reason?
Dey seems to enjoy accusing even after each accusations, it clearly proved that it’s a false one! Tu pun masih tak sedar2 lagi.. din even fil ashamed abt it!

I rili dun undastan dat kinda ppl.. lainlah if before this, the accused party ever did sumtin wrong behind d person’s back, for which it leads the person to kip accusing that party. Now dat is acceptable! Tapi kalo dah d one who kip accusing tu, is actually d one who eva did wrong, n yet dat person is d one yg pin point to d accused, kan mengakal tu! Y muz do dat?? Takut dgn silap sendri? Or afraid dat wad u did, dat accused mite be doin d same ting?? If ur afraid of KARMA, u shouldn’t have done it in d 1st place!

Haiz.. stop it la.. juz admit dat ur afraid of ur own shadow…n bcuz of dat, jangan jadi kan org lain as ur victim! Worst stil, d person whom u loved! Cuz without u realizing it, d accused is actually so tired wid all dis n mite juz distant demselves from u.. n its too late too regret by den! Cuz wen dat happens, life aint gon be d same for u nimore… u sud noe better wad wil happen.

People, tink before u act or say sumtin… cuz if u rili love dat person, no matter wad happens, u will not hurt dem..

Enuf said.

*Silence is actually d BEST “silent” killer*

T.O.W.N

Its SATURDAY!!! ok..salah.. it was SATURDAY yesterday! seems like its been a long time din really go out wid baby on Saturdays due to his work schedule.. we have made a date yesterday to go TOWN! n seriously, its been a long time too tak jejak orchard. Purpose to go town? heeee... survey barang2 dulang.. :)

1st stop : gi makan dulu.. lapar kau! hujan hujan ni.. n we ate.... P A S T A M A N I A!!! n its baby's maiden PASTA! 0k i din force him tho.. i gave him choices on wer to eat.. i even showed him d menu for pastamania before we look for seats.. surprisingly, baby agreed to give it a try to pasta.. i ordered for him creamy chicken, ma fav.. n for myself, a new dish.. chicken n ham baked rice.. not rili dat bad tho.. n baby actuali finished his creamy chicken! terpaksa ke? he said no.. he tried my baked rice, but he prefer his creamy chicken.. touching la kan.. ive been tellin him i wanna eat pastamania n he actually tried to eat it juz for me.. juz like how he ate calamari on ma 23rd bday at swensen's... cuz, SOTONG, is his BIGGEST enemy! haha! i lurve u baby...

2nd stop : T A K A S H I M A Y A... i go survey2 kasut to wear for my wedding day.. cantik la.. but its kinda bit too messy la.. sumtin dat i wun wear after my wedding.. wasted kan.. i'd better get sumtin dat i will wear after dat.. so tak wasted... maybe JB is d best place to look for dis kinda shoes..

3rd stop : C O A C H boutique! i wanted to show baby the coach bag dat i like.. but dey dun have d exact color dat i want.. haiz.. so i could only show baby the model je...

4th stop : T I F F A N Y & CO! mcm paham!! we take a look at thier celebration rings.. my oh my!! dey are beautttttiiiifffuuuullll!!!! bt d price... hmmmm.. baby say he will have to stay at work n tak payah balik umah if i want dat ring... no la b.. dun wori.. im not like some kinda bimbo who'd asked for dat n let ma baby work banting tulang.. juz for a ring?! nah nah.. its so not me...

5th stop : C O T T O N ON! heeee.. fav shop! went to cotton body 1st.. noting dat i like.. so went to cotton on.. alot dat i like!! pffft! wanted to buy d tights, but dey dun have the long ones.. so cancel! baby bot 2 hoody sweat shirts.. nice nice! in white n grey! den baby buy for me d brown belt dat i want... thank u syg!

6th stop : DFS Galleria.. mati2 nak cari jgk dat coach bag dat i want.. takde jgk!! aaarrrgghh! den went to survey marc jacobs.. not bad.. but not rili wad i want... hmmmm...

7th stop : FAR EAST.. wah!! alot of things la!! super tempting!! i like dis one skirt... but told maself.. no linda no.. one ting at a time.. can faint ah trying to control! i have to la k.. its not d time to shop suka2 hati... :)

den off we go to take the car... penat la! da lama tak jln2 canni! n its stil raining heavily wen we went back.. send baby home.. den i drove back.. smp umah, LAPAR!! tsk!

kla.. got to slip early.. tmr morn goin to ma uncle''s shop.. shopping barang rumah plak!!! aarrrgh!