Weekends.

kinda monday blues today.. with my toothache dat im havin since sat.. dunno if its normal toothache or wisdom tooth.. pray not man for wisdom tooth!

went mustafa wid baby on fri nite.. bought toiletries.. den had our late supper at har yassin.. on sat, slept over at his place.. helped his mum n sis for d preparation of my lil darlings bday party on sunday.. din do much tho.. bukan pemalas ok!! haha! but bibik is der to help.. so i layankan d nadia n firas.. n dear firas wants me la now!! he's one shy lil boy.. but dis time round, he played ard wid me!!! super cute!!! helped baby clean his wardrobe! punyalah banyak benda!!! den at ard 12.45 midnite, went to KK and watch soccer.. MAN U vs SPURS! n like wad?! u tink spurs win meh? Man U action je 1st half taknak tunjuk terror.. last2, amik kau! Man U wins 5-2 to Spurs! Was at KK wid adol, achit, e-in, ikan n enal.. sume MAN U except for baby!! SPURS? DUH! :P

went back ard 3.. cant sleep cuz of the toothache.. so baby layankan saya tgk tv.. last2 slept at ard 4.30.. slept wid nadia agen... :)

woke up at 10.30 on sunday.. helped mak wid the taugeh n stuffs.. den went causeway point wid baby to take the 2 cakes dat kak di ordered.. ice cream cake from swensen's is a must!! den another one from bengawan solo.. party started at ard 4... abg long n fam came over.. we chill at baby's room.. i ate quite alot eh!!! *guilty*

baby went soccer at 5.30.. dia tinggalkan aku kat umah! kong asam tul! nasib tau da kira understanding ni.. the sister nag at him for leaving me.. but im ok.. appreciate tak b appreciate tak? hmph! waited for him to finish, den he send me back at ard 8..

reached home, unpack bag, gosok baju... den watch tv... n GONE!!!!!!!


**Cant wait for FRIDAY!!! PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!**

P R A I S E S !!

Haiz… been kinda lazy lately to go online.. kinda feel tired.. expecially yesterday.. after my combat class at the gym.. It was around 10pm that my whole body suddenly feel so weak and tired.. but luckily wen I woke up dis morning.. everytin’s fine tho my waist area is still aching…

Dis days, quite a number of people keep praising me la! Ok im more to curious rather den proud of it.. I was like.. apa ni? gila ke? but of cos I dun say dat to their face la.. I juz smiled and thanked them.. but its funny u see.. they wil go like.. "eh cantik nya nari!!" - “makin manis la..”- “ hi jambu!”- “eh I like ur hair!”- “eh I like ur nice2 clothes!” I actually reduce my make up.. i only have eyeliner wid me everyday.. Awkward kan.. slama ni aku tak cantik la ni kan?!?! Marah ni!! haha!! I even told baby abt it wen he fetched me from work on tues.. he’s like controlling his smile ah.. sampai hidung kembang! Like he dowan to agree so much on wad dey say… hmph!

Den comes today.. Its already so hot early in d morning.. n im wearing tights! Makin la rimas n panas.. den datang kakak security, wid her high pitch.. “selamat pagi dayang!!! Makin jambu la!!”.. but wen I look at the mirror in the lift, masya’Allah.. busuk nya muka aku!! Dgn berpeluh.. parting rambut entah ke mana.. *sheesh* den bila sampai ofis.. ada lagi yg tegur ni!! “eh y so cantik ah nowadays?” .. “ wah Linda.. u look so hot today!” whereas aku pakai dis polka dot top which looks like M&M’s and dey say im HOT?! I super feel dis is not rite la.. but oklah.. org kata, kita patut bersyukur bila org puji.. so here I am tryin to tink positif.. alhamdulillah.. cantik nya aku ni.. :)

I randomly msg baby.. “bb.. saya cantik tak? Jambu tak?”.. sengaja ni aku merepek.. nak tgk dia layan ke tak…n he replied.. “awak cantik dan manis sekali..jambu sudah tentu!! N dats y saya terpikat!! Ni da kenapa ni?” take note..baby wil oways say i manis.. he NEVA miss dat out.. cuz to him, manis stays forever.. cantik depends on wad u wear n how pretty u look wid make up.. which he say dat dun last forever.. but its up to individual la kan...den I reply..
“takde.. org asik puji je den kakak security tu almost every morning.. dia nak jodohkan saya ke? Haha!!” den he said.. "ewah ewah.. ckp dgn dia jangan mcm2 eh.. dia tak Nampak ke cincin kat jari awak tu?! Mcm ni nak kena beli cincin sebesar KEPALA ni!!” datang merepek dia!! mana ada diamond sebesar kepala!! Kalo da sebesar kepala, cincin diamond aku nak letak kat jari ke kat atas badan?!?! *grrr* Btw b.. Ehem!! awak hint hint ke nak belikan saya cincin diamond besar?! :P

Haha! dat tues, we went to survey cincin kawin.. I brot him to d one dat I eva saw.. he’s d kind wer he wun give opinion one… wadeva I like, he pay for it.. only if its rili not nice, den he wil say out.. oder den dat, he wil juz agree.. den got one solitaire ring dat I rili like.. we saw d price.. to me its way too expensive.. so I whisper to baby, "mahal la"..But surprisingly.. baby said.. "nolah.. Ok wad d price..” wah!!! He said ok leh!!! Happy or not?!?!? Haha!!! But the color n clarity aint dat good ah.. so dat part turn me off a lil… But nvm la.. we still have time to survey other shops.. hopefully can find sumtin dat I like n worth the money.

** ah apa b?? awak nak beli kan saya tiffany & co?!? oh! Thank u b!! I love u!!! **

S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S !

Ive said ma piece.
U can choose to hear.
U can choose to listen.
U can choose to feel.
Cuz ur old enuf to tink!

If after so much.
U still remain to be d same.
U still dun bother to change.
Ive nothing left to say.

Believing in KARMA.
Wad goes around comes around.
If ur afraid of dat.
U should have NOT done it in d FIRST place!

Now ur living in fear.
U dun have confidence in Me.
Worst still, in YOURSELF!
N because of dat.
Dun Make Me Ur VICTIM!!

Claiming that u noe me.
Well enuf.
But u actually dont.
Assumptions and accusations is all u noe.

Look, If u dun try.
To even undastan me.
To even feel me.
To even be in ma shoes.
FOREVER... U will neva know wad im goin thru.

80 Months!

Yesterday, marks our 80 months anniversary.. ok no nid to take out ur calculator.. it is equivalent to 6 yrs and 8 months.. We had nothing plan nothing special.. As per our normal weekends, eat and walk walk...

Baby brot me to T3.. he showed me around.. eh quite BIG la eh! jakun siol! 1st time masuk T3! go jalan2 take picture.. takde arah tujuan.. den we settled our meal at Popeye's.. ni pun 1st time jgk! not bad... d chickens are crispy and nice.. baby said d mashed potato is d best! ok, can try next time k.. cuz we missed d order on dat one.. after dinner, continue to jln2.. DEN! bila sampai carpark, tot of goin to Tampines One.. the new mall.. den takut baby boring, cuz heard feedbacks, d mall was crowded wid kiasu sporeans! soooooooo......

we planned to go karoake!!! we went to thier new branch at bedok interchange.. dis time round, its only the 2 of us!!! quality time ni... haha! start singing like no one's business.. sepuas puas hati pilih lagu!! its nice u noe.. to crap togeder.. sing togeder.. :)

Below are the clips dat i took.. pardon me for the out of pitch singing and nota nota yg longgar!! haha! Enjoy!!!!!


U gotta tilt ur head awhile for dis.. :)

Saturday Movie

Yesterday, went to ma cuzzie's son cukur rambut.. dekat je.. at eunos court.. baby msg me n asked.. "awak..nari saya dok umah je eh? nak buat apa eh?" haha!! datang angin dia tau.. padahal been seeing each other since thursday... told him we go east today.. malas nak gi jauh2... den he went to sunrise first.. take his charger for the bike's alarm.. told him to mit at home once done..

the moment baby reached my void deck, its raining heavily!! aku la kan yg kena hujan! cuz i walked from eunos court to ma place.. went up to ma place dulu since its raining.. cooked for baby maggi cuz takde mkn kat umah.. im so used to put bawang goreng at my maggi, so i did the same for him.. skali...!!! dia tak mkn bawang goreng la dey!! apa nya tunang ni! benda tu pun tak tau! *slap ma forehead*.. told baby to put aside, but he said its ok.. i was watching MTV when he's eating.. and wen the time i turn around to look at him.. gez wad lah?! licin siol mangkuk tu!! dgn kuah kuah sume hilang!!! hmmm... he ate bawang goreng juz for me!!! sweet eh sweet eh!! :)

the rain was getting heavier yesterday.. abang da tdo da.. den ard 10 mins aft baby's maggi meal, ceh!! dia pun tdo!! dasyhat!!! den left me alone! aku pun apa lagi.. tutup tv, masuk bilik mak.. GONE!! few hours later,abg woke me up cuz dia da bgn n da nak klua.. so i wake up to wake baby up! dat was ard 6.. he told me to siap2.. but go wer? initially planned to go T3.. den kak di msg.. ask wer we are.. cuz abg faizal ajak tgk wayang.. decided to mit dem at causeway pt.. n we watched fast & furious 4 at 9pm.. tel u eh.. since the 1st season of fast & furious, dis season 4 is the only one dat i watched!! haha!!! n its fabulous la.. touching pun ada.. wer this guy is willing to die juz to revenge back his gf's death.. the gf was murdered..

on the bike, i asked baby..."b.. touching eh that guy.. willing to die.." n he replied.. " mcm saya la.. saya pun insya'Allah sanggup mati untuk awak.." *faint*... am i lucky or wad?! heeee.. we went western at KK after the movie.. shared chicken chop wid baby... make a move ard 11.45pm... n u noe wad? baby tak complain la.. cuz u see eh.. he was from ma place.. den went back to causeway pt.. den send me back.. den he go back wlands.. touching kan!!! tak complain langsung!!! infact he is a lil bit more "colok" yesterday.. hehe...

slept wid parents again yesterday.. :) now, juz finish changing abang's bedsheet.. waiting for him to wake up, den i can change mine.. he's sleepin on ma bed la.. later, at 4 gonna fetch kak nana den visit ibu at hosp...

n i cant wait for my ANUGERAH BINTANG POPULAR at TV3 tonite at 9!!!

My Good Friday.

Weeeee!!! went to john lil sale at expo wid mum on thurs aft work.. mak kalo pasal john lil sale.. hmmm... jgn di pelawa la org ckp! nothing much ah, the sale as norm.. but dis time round, ada PEDRO la!! n i tel u.. d shoes are darn cheap!! like 50-70% off?! told baby and abang abt it.. aku yg excited! *sheesh* n mak.. as usual.. bedsheets!! rasa2 kalo aku kumpul bedsheets dia tu, den jahit, d length leh reach til woodlands lah! i bot nothing for myself.. but i bought a mini dresser for nadia and a music trolley for firas!! thier birthday presents!!!

ayah fetched us from expo, went back n baduk!! mak cooked nasi lemak!! yum yum! right aft ma late dinner, i bathe cuz abang will be sending me to baby's house.. i spent the nite there.. smp je, gave those 2 kids thier pressies and on the spot jugak, dorang bukak.. padahal birthday next week!! haha!! chatted n play along wid dem.. baby went to spray his bike at carpark.. put nadia to sleep, i went to the carpark at 1am.. awin was der... we finished at ard 3.. baby da mandi peluh! reached home, bathe... den both GONE!!

FRIDAY : woke up at 11.. kejut baby.. dia terkejut!! cuz he planned to wake up at 9 to lacquer the motor parts.. kelam kabut dia bgn!! bila part motor, boleh bangun!! bila part nak kluar, punya susah nak bangun! bacin tul! while he wait for the spray to dry up, he accompany me to the salon at his void deck.. n i color + highlight my hair.. gez ah how much??? 70 bux la!!! super cheap kan!! kalo kat far east da 100+ da.. some more dis one plus treatment dey!! den kak di n nadia came too.. they trimmed thier hair.. my color seems ok.. but mcm MINAH pun ada! but lantak la! i need colors man!!! baby say ok.. so OK lor!

he sent me back at 11.. mak saw ma new hair.. i tot she gonna nag!! but she did la.. nag abt the money spent! haha!! bt the color.. she's ok also!! suka nya aku!! k mak da sibuk suro aku hantar gi dat salon eh! she wanna go for relaxer and treatment.. nak buat rambut nya pasal, aku kena gi woodlands tau eh!! mak mak.. nak bergaya jugak!

so here i am blogging while waiting for baby to reach home.. n im DARN HUNGRY!!! maggi la nampaknya kan!? klah... goin to the kitchen liao!!!

HOLA!

Eh… mcm da lama tak blog gitu kan.. haha.. malas n tired la… ni pun takde benda sangat nak blog.. but I’ll juz say wadeva I can say la eh…

Oh baby’s 1st day at work was on Monday… so far he said ok.. but only yesterday he revealed to me dat actuali its kinda stress n pressuring for him.. right now he’s having the study course.. Riduan belajar la!! Haha.. da lama tak dgr.. mcm tak kena gitu.. :P
Ok, he have to study EVERYTIN inside the book and have to learn a lot from the course.. n worst ting is, he have to MEMORISE every single thing in the book cuz later part he have to explain it to the learner systematically.. and the pressuring part is wer he himself will have to sit for the test!!! cian dia kan…

There’s nothing much I can do to help except to give him moral support.. n I noe n believe he can do it! He aint d type who give up halfway.. n wil give up easily without even trying… no,dats NOT my baby… insya’Allah, may Allah help him go thru this obstacle easily and murahkan rezeki dia at this new place. Amin…

And I cant wait for the long weekends la!!! 3 days.. long meh? Oklah.. can consider la hor.. By rite, ma parents n me wanna go road trip to kl wid ayah’s siblings.. but den, not enuf car.. so cancel lor.. now Im gon make plans wid baby!!! Weeeeee!!! Not out of spore of course.. hmmm.. sun tan ke? Da lama tak gi ni… karaoke? Da lama tak gi jgk… cant decide la!!! Bt have to spare one day to go survey his niece n nephew’s bday present..
The niece Is 4 years old.. The nephew is 2 years old.. hmmm.. wad to buy eh?

Any idea?

Happy! Sha la la!

Happy!! sha la la.. its so nice to be happy!! la la la... :P weeeeeee!!! had a nice saturday wid baby... he brought me to all d places dat i wanna go.. marina barrage and changi village..

went to parkway first to have our meal.. den proceed to marina barrage.. sucha nice weather.. tho i could see lightning.. but thank GOD, the rain doesnt pour on us.. n its super windy.. i tel u.. its rili nice.. mcm romantic romantic gitu... den apalagi.. smp je.. CAMWHORING!!!

took alot alot of pictures.. n dis time round, baby tak rimas n ngamuk wen i kip taking alot of shots wid him or juz by himself.. tau pun dia tempat tu lawar.. dats y dia tak ngamuk.. :P

den we head down to changi village for d flea market... ok, bontot n kaki cramp eh!! kinda long journey n we were on a husky bike !! (scrambler).. its thrilling la.. but cannot make it la.. baby even told me.. "aik? bontot mcm support pillow pun masih sakit?!" kong asam kan!!! next time i bring a small cushion la den put in ma bag!

oh.. bot a zara skirt n dickies tshirt.. gez la how much?!? both at only 10 bux la!!! sooooo good deal!! n baby bot himself a ciggie case dat has a lighter on it... den wanted to eat nasi lemak, but baby dowan.. he wants prata!!! we ate at har yassin.. near ma home...

baby chill at ma crib first.. cuz abang mintak tolong to send him to kak nana's place... so since its otw to wlands, baby give him a ride.. n he told me, abg oso kaki cramp wen he got down the bike!! kecoh!!!!!

n dats how my saturday was... and.....thank u lurve for bringing me to wherever i wanna go... :)
love u lots!!! mmmmmmmmmuah!

Thank GOD

Alhamdulillah... everytin's fine now... :) thanks to d people who've been der for me.. i appreciate it alot..

Finally, baby had d time for us to meet up wid the videographer dat was recommended to us. We went bugis 1st, to have our late lunch.. nak kata dinner pun boleh.. LAPAR siol!!! both had the steamed chicken rice.. den msged Rudy, the videographer.. Told him we be on the way.. n so yeah.. we made our way to his crib.. n guess wad la?! kita sesat la!! He lives in fernvale.. ok, ive only been to compassvale, rivervale and anchorvale.. but fernvale?! Fernleaf aku tau ah..
*sheesh*.. stop tepi jap lah, bukak directory!! haha.. n we managed to find la.. thanks to baby.. :) pandai dia....

reached at ard 6... sucha nice guy.. very young.. ok, maybe ard late 20's? initially me n baby actuali tot he's a family man.. but no eh.. haha... nice crib he have... so we head to his room.. tgk video eh! bukan buat video! *juz wad r u tinkin?* .. :P n so he showed us his portfolio and the packages dat he have... ok i tel u eh.. dis guy is SUPER creative!! juz by the basic package, im already impressed!! tho dat package excludes the interview session of the pengantin.. but wad he showed, is enuf for me!! straightaway fall in lup la!! bukan dgn dia, dgn work dia.. haha... n baby was like agreeing to it.. besides dat, he's sumone whom we can communicate easily.. sekepala la gitu.. d elements in d video, haiz..im speechless!!! :) cannot tel u la hor.. wait not SURFRISE!! muauahaha!!

n so hell yeah.. i booked him on d SPOT! takde hegeh2 lagi da.. all we have for him is positivities.. we couldnt find any flaws in his work... Thank GOD..

Up to date, i have booked all the important ones.. alhamdulillah.. everytin seems to be in place.. and gez wad people?! there's no more YEARS to our BIG day.. im left with MONTHS!!! *gosh*


* Its a nice feeling.. *